Sheppard/Mitchell thematic fic index >> Angst
A Fear of Falling Under by
Waking up with John still sleeping soundly in his arms, holding on to Cam, was what Cam was most thankful for this Thanksgiving. It wasn’t often that he woke up before John, Cam could count the number of times it had happened on one hand. So he stayed very still, and kept his breathing slow and even, so he didn’t wake his husband up. Part of This Delicate Thing We've Made
Addiction by
In a bleak and dangerous world, John and Cam find each other.
Again and Again by
Set in the Burglary AU 'verse, a la Of Cops and Robbers. More detective!Cam and sort-of-thief! John here. Also, smut! Also also, it's about a serial killer, so prepare yourself for some weird serial killer factoids to pop up.
Age of Minority by
Cam finds that being turned into a teenager isn't what it's cracked up to be.
Almost Free by
John Sheppard was almost free. But everyone knows, almost doesn't count.
Along Latitudes and Satellites by
Cam needs to stop going out into the field. He’s mostly retired, now, only on Atlantis because that’s where the rest of him is.
Balance by
'He had a stroke, John thinks as Sam leaves his quarters. Dad had a stroke, and he’s paralyzed, and Dave got the message to me.'
Betrayal by
Prompts: Cam turning from the IOA so they think he's evil and he does evil to free (the ATA gene holders)… morally gray
Breaking Clouds by
Sequel to Gray Skies Surround Me (preslash). John's first year on SG-5.
Catharsis by
A tag to Bluflamingo's Trick of the Light (Daniel/Jack/John).
Chemicals Displaced by
Cam pines for Teal'c, John pines for Rodney, but they realize that they can find comfort together.
Coming Up For Air by
Cam goes missing somewhere between Earth and another planet, and for John, this turns out to be his breaking point. Part of the Dysfunction Verse, but can stand on its own.
Dreams We Never Expected by
Cam's attempt to reach out to John after Sheppard Snr dies ends up going a little differently than he expected.
Dulce et Decorum est by
Aliens drug them and make them fuck each other. Cam doesn't remember, but John does.
Ecclesiastes by
When Cam comes home to find John sleeping on his couch, he has no idea what they're in for. AU from 'The Return' on.
Eight Takes on Cameron Mitchell, Air Force Officer in Exile by
An AU retelling of Continuum: eight perspectives on Cameron Mitchell during his first year in an alternate timeline. Remix of The Year That Was.
Eternity in an Hour by
It could be the last time they see each other.
Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by
John doesn’t know he’s looking for salvation until he finds it.
Falling Away by
John is dying, and all Cam can do is watch, until they're presented with another option.
Go West by
Even with John having left the Air Force and Cam being stationed abroad, their friendship has stayed as strong as ever. Then, one day, John gets a phone call he didn't expect.
Good Things Come to Those who Wait by
John thinks that Cam betrayed him back in Antarctica. Drama!
Green and White and Red by
Things like this aren't supposed to happen on Earth.
Hell Is Empty by
Written for the prompt: AMTDI, but John fights so Mitchell has to rape him so they both don't get killed. Sequel is Turn the World on With Your Smile.
History by
There's a part of John's past that no-one knows, but that he needs Cam to know about. Part of the What Happens Next verse.
Holiday Drabble by
Cam learns about John's private Christmas tradition.
I Would Like To Meet You All In Heaven by
Cam's an angel prince with a secret, John's a demon.
Imaginary Boys by
Mitchell and Sheppard get together during The Return, and if it wasn't impossible it'd be perfect.
Interfice Errorem, Diligere Errantem by
Cam's been through something terrible. He's released into John's care, but was it too soon?
Into Dust by
Circling the chair, Cameron watches the Operator carefully. He's trying to discern any hint of recognition when he stops directly in front of the chair and says, his voice just short of steady, "John."
It All Goes Away When The Sun Comes Up by
It's six months after the disease spread through Atlantis, crippling or killing everyone in the CIty, and Cam's more than ready to get out there to help.
It's Not Always About The Sex... by
To quote the author: "Five men, five times, five different reasons. All of them justified."
It's Still A Symphony by
The List Of Things Cam Isn't Thinking About gets Cam into trouble sometimes.
It's You I'm Worried About by
Prompt: HC Bingo “Experiments by Evil Scientists”
Keep Going by
Sequel to Trick of the Light (which is Daniel/Jack/John).
Last Kiss by
John can't do this any more. Part of the Dysfunction verse.
Lead The Way From All Is Lost by
Originally for an sga_kinkmeme fill: 'John/Cam, slave!John: the punishment for disobeying direct orders in the military is to be sold as a slave to successful officers until they learn to obey without questioning their superiors. John is given to Cameron, who takes his duty as officer very seriously and is set in teaching John what he needs to learn in order to be re-instated, whatever the price.'
Life in Three Dimensions by
Sheppard/Mitchell -> Sheppard/Mitchell/Lorne
Lost, Not Found by
Sequel to That Which Will Not Die. Continued in : Just Around This Bend.
Making A Baby by
John and Cam try acting out a fantasy, but reality intrudes. Part of the What Happens Next series.
Message in a Bottle by
They hadn’t planned on the world ending. Set shortly after the events of the Atlantis episode 5.22: 'Enemy at the Gate'. The world ends, people die, and Cam and John keep going.
Never Give In by
They had tried almost every trick in the book to break him.
Neverland by
Sequel to The Only One. Just because they're married doesn't mean that John's issues have magically disappeared.
Nights Like Tonight by
Part 3 of the Everything series. John hates nights like tonight.
Paper Unicorns by
John tells himself, they'll come for us because the only other option is knowing that Cam can't take this much longer.
Polymorphs by
John wants Cam, but Cam is straight. Or, at least the Cam in this universe. It's just too bad that the other universe's Cam is a tad unstable.
Promises by
A year after John moved back to Earth to raise his son with Cam, things are mostly settling down for the three of them. Well, if you don't count childhood memories, estranged brothers, injured ex-colleagues and your best friend's wedding. Part of What Happens Next.
Reckless by
You'd kill for me and die for me, but I just want you to live for me.
Recovering An Old Footing by
John, Cam and the original crew of the alternative reality drive equipped Daedalus are stranded in the wrong universe. John and Cam set out to find their way home.
Retrace The Steps (As If We Forgot) by
John showed up at Cam’s doorstep about an hour after Cam had finally fallen asleep. Cam hadn’t seen John Sheppard in more years than he could remember, but that didn’t change the fact that he would do anything for him. So Cam stepped aside and ushered John in out of the night.
Saturn Smile by
Cam's deep in denial, but John's there for him when he slips.
See Me, Feel Me by
Sixteen year old John runs into Cam at a traveling fair. Somehow, that makes it sound easier than it is.
Sing to Me by
John is about as broken as a person can be, but Cam's still fascinated by him.
Small Things by
Cam pretends it doesn't bother him, he pretends that it's not there, but John knows better.
Spaces In The Light by
Part of the Shadows'Verse. Follows directly after Lines In The Dark.
Stop the Bleeding by
John and Cam try to cope with the Atlantis expedition being kicked out by the Ancients.
The Deconstruction of Falling Stars by
Atlantis is stranded in a strange new galaxy with no way of returning to either Earth or Pegasus, John is missing and presumed dead, and just when Cam thinks that he's finally getting used to the status quo, things get worse.
The Gravity of Tempered Grace by
Cam decides he’s done being alone and he wants to be done being alone with John.
The Johnny Cash Variations by
Colonel Cameron Mitchell, USAF (Ret.) and current sheriff of Esmeralda County, Nevada, has a routine.
The Measure of Your Touch by
Either Cam is going crazy, or John is really a ghost (or something like it).
The Pay is Certain (One Way or Another) by
Cam receives a crushing blow.
The Year That Was by
Cam's never really been lonely, or felt abandoned. Not until he winds up in a whole new timeline with no way home.
The Years of Silence by
Sam, John and Cam met in high school and became friends.
Thin Thread Left by
People talk about this as a victory, but to John it feels like defeat; the end of their first decade in the city
To Be With You by
John and Cam are the pleasure slaves of Jack O'Neill, but they are unwisely falling in love with each other. A little AU of John and Cam from the Telpa ‘verse AU.
To Feel Whole Again by
Written for the kink meme prompt: Cameron is a rich, married district attorney and John is his dirty little secret.
Trouble by
"I told you I was trouble, You know that I'm no good"
Unnamed Comment Fic by
"And fighting time so hard I pray
that this moment lasts forever.
And will the world stay standing still at least for me.
Through my eyes stare into me.
I bear my heart for all to see.
With my face turned to the sun there ever standing still."
Unnamed Comment Fic by
Do you want the truth or something beautiful?
Just close your eyes and make believe
"Do you want the truth or something beautiful?
I am happy to deceive you
Sacred lies and telling tales
I can be who you want me to be
But do you want me? "
Unnamed Comment Fic: Adultery by
Written for the kink meme prompt: Vegas!verse. Cameron is a rich, married district attorney and John is his dirty little secret.
Unnamed Comment Fic: Silence by
Prompt: John/any male, silent sex.
Unnamed tag to "See Me, Feel Me" by
After See Me, Feel Me John goes to Cam for some comfort.
Waiting to Believe by
John doesn't want to go to his unit's reunion.
Walk Across Water by
Finding each other when the battle is over.
War Widows by
John/Cam in Atlantis, some mission-gone-wrong whump, and a happy ending.
Wash Me Away by
Elizabeth takes a deep breath and says, “I’m sorry, John, your father passed away two days ago.”
We All Fall Down by
Part 12 of Strange Aeon. Lorne encounters a piece of ancient tech with embarrassing results. Cam is even less lucky with his mission.
When Your Story Is Untold by
When it's "game over" for John, no one will know to tell Cam a thing.
With Wings Spread Wide by
The SGC invites Teyla and Ronon to visit Earth. Cam seems intent on showing them the sights. Including the dragons.
Words by
Cam's mother comes for a visit. Part of This Delicate Thing We've Made.
World Without End by
There’s still a part of him that thinks, in some messed up backwards way, that they could be good, here, in the middle of a disaster that they can’t stop.
