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McKay/Sheppard
We do what we can to survive
McKay/Sheppard
Cameron Mitchell, David Sheppard, Elizabeth Weir, Jack O'Neill, John Sheppard, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
PG-13 // Angst, Established relationship, Futurefic //
AU //
0 words // 2006/06/20
Spoilers: Atlantis: Trinity, Sanctuary, The Defiant One, The Brotherhood, The Storm, The Siege, Before I Sleep, Letters from Pegasus. SG1: Camelot, The Scourge, The Fourth Ho
Spoilers: Atlantis: Trinity, Sanctuary, The Defiant One, The Brotherhood, The Storm, The Siege, Before I Sleep, Letters from Pegasus. SG1: Camelot, The Scourge, The Fourth Ho
What if Project Arcturus had succeeded?
McKay/Sheppard
John is a bridge between Kako and Rodney, just as Atlantis is a bridge between Kako and John.
McKay/Sheppard
John wants to take Rodney skiing.
Mckay/Sheppard,Sheppard/M
Much has changed since John came to them through the portal, though he won't say where he came from or why.
Be
(10 chapters)
Archer/Tucker,Tucker/Reed
NC-17 // Angst //
Sad //
0 words // 2004/04/20
- 2004/04/20
Spoilers: Major for the entire Xindi War arc
Spoilers: Major for the entire Xindi War arc
After Archer leaves for Azati Prime, Trip falls apart. Malcolm is left with the pieces.
Beautiful People
(9 chapters)
McKay/Sheppard
Rodney has a theory about beautiful people and why you should never get involved with them.
Beneath a Paper Moon
(8 chapters)
Archer/Tucker,Hayes/Sato,Reed/Hayes,Reed/OFC,Tucker/OFC
NC-17 // Angst, Futurefic //
AU, DubCon, Het UST, Kink, Violence //
0 words // 2007/09/13
- 2007/09/13
Spoilers: : Hatchery, Harbinger, Countdown, the Communicator.
Spoilers: : Hatchery, Harbinger, Countdown, the Communicator.
Stranded alone on a planet where war is outlawed and violence is punished by death, Reed and Hayes struggle to make a new life for themselves.
This is a very messed up description/narration/POV thing with no particular significance other than me thinking about war history. Sorry.
McKay/Sheppard
R // Angst //
AU, Sad //
0 words // 2005/06/02
Spoilers: The Siege, Before I Sleep, Prophecy (SG1) and Threads (SG1).
Spoilers: The Siege, Before I Sleep, Prophecy (SG1) and Threads (SG1).
Siege Tag (sort of). If we could only know the future, we could change everything.
McKay/Sheppard, Sheppard/OC
Life after Atlantis.
Elizabeth/Branton,McKay/Sheppard
Calvin Kavanagh, Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Kate Heightmeyer, Laura Cadman, Mike Branton, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan, Miko Kusanagi
PG-13 // Angst //
Character Death //
0 words // 2007/09/13
Spoilers: SUNDAY, TAO OF RODNEY, Sanctuary, Coup d’etat
Spoilers: SUNDAY, TAO OF RODNEY, Sanctuary, Coup d’etat
“The lives of the Elect are a mere shadow of that to come, and yet we might find glimpses of their infinity in passion.” The expedition members ponder the function of a mysterious device.
McKay/Sheppard, Teyla/McKay if you squint
Rodney struggles to write a 'Dear John' letter.
Sheppard/Teyla
Rising, 38 Minutes, Common Ground, Instinct, Conversion, Letters from Pegasus, Suspicion, The Return
McKay/Sheppard
The road to hell is paved with good intentions.
Five Ways Kate and Radek Don't Start the Revolution
(5 chapters)
Kate/Radek,McKay/Sheppard
PG-13 // Angst, Futurefic //
AU, Character Death, Dark, Het //
0 words // 2007/09/13
- 2007/09/13
Spoilers: Hotzone, Critical Mass, Trinity, Michael
Spoilers: Hotzone, Critical Mass, Trinity, Michael
Like the title says: Five shorts in which Kate and Radek start some kind of revolution.
From the Depths
(6 chapters)
McKay/Sheppard,Sheppard/M, McKay/F
R // Angst, Humor //
0 words // 2006/11/30
- 2006/11/30
Spoilers: Grace Under Pressure, the Defiant One, the Siege, Epiphany, Trinity, Conversion
Spoilers: Grace Under Pressure, the Defiant One, the Siege, Epiphany, Trinity, Conversion
John is really starting to hate the ocean and the things that come out of it. Post Grace Under Pressure.
Jonas finds out who he is, Daniel finds out who he was. The battle between good and evil rages on, but is there still hope good will triumph?
McKay/Sheppard
R // Angst, Established relationship, Preslash //
AU, genderfuck //
0 words // 2007/09/13
Spoilers: Trinity
Spoilers: Trinity
John asks an ancient device to go home and ends up over the rainbow instead (assuming over the rainbow resembles suburbia, of course). Girl!John/Rodney.
Acastus Kolya, Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Luscius Lavin
PG // Angst //
0 words // 2007/09/13
Spoilers: Irresponsible, Irresistible, Underground, the Storm, the Eye, the Brotherhood, Common Ground
Spoilers: Irresponsible, Irresistible, Underground, the Storm, the Eye, the Brotherhood, Common Ground
Five little post-Irresponsible scenes, critique in fiction of the episode
Archer/Tucker,Archer/Tucker/T'Pol,Tucker/T'Pol
T'Pol undergoes Pon Farr and must find a mate. Will she choose Archer or Tucker? What if her choosen mate is already promised?
It is Enough
(19 chapters)
Aiden Ford, Annie Parker, Calvin Kavanagh, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Oma Desala, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan
John Sheppard is having visions of Atlantis at its end. Will this be the key to defeating the Wraith or the major's undoing?
Cam/John,John/Rodney/Vala,McKay/Carter,McKay/Sheppard,Sam/Jack,Sheppard/Vala
Acastus Kolya, Cameron Mitchell, Carson Beckett, Chaya, Daniel Jackson, Elizabeth Weir, Hermiod, Jack O'Neill, John Sheppard, Nick Lorne, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Sam Carter, Teyla Emmagan
NC-17 // Angst //
AU, Dark, Het, Incest, Threesome //
0 words // 2007/09/13
Spoilers: Poisoning the Well, Michael, Flesh and Blood
Spoilers: Poisoning the Well, Michael, Flesh and Blood
“When John walked into the southern quarter depository of the 363rd city bank, Rodney McKay was on the univision for the third time that week. That was almost as many as Jack O’Neill and only marginally less than War Chancellor Thor himself. Not that John was keeping track or anything.” AU in which the Asgard run Atlantis, John and Vala are bank robbers, and Rodney is . . . well, Rodney.
McKay/Sheppard
Possible future for Trinityofone's Misery to Man. John is lover and protector. Teyla is mother.
McKay/Sheppard
Is there an ultimate 'right' to which all else is relative? Is deja vu just an echo of some destined future? A strange 'magical realism' piece in the context of theories of Special Relativity.
McKay/Sheppard
Rodney is not convinced that Cadman is completely gone from his head. She’s clearly responsible for turning him gay.
McKay/Sheppard,McKay/Sheppard/Teyla
Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan, , , , , , , Nick Lorne
John and Teyla deal. Rodney observes.
McKay/Hermiod,Mckay/Sheppard
NC-17 // Angst, Humor, Preslash //
0 words // 2006/02/20
Spoilers: Duet, the Long Goodbye, Epiphany, Trinity.
Spoilers: Duet, the Long Goodbye, Epiphany, Trinity.
Hermiod gets a new body, Rodney and John test the line between physical and emotional attraction. It’s Frankenstein meets the body snatchers meets Romeo and Juliet, only with sex.
Archer/Tucker
Enterprise destroys the Xindi weapon. Archer finally puts his lover first, but will that doom them both?
Archer/Tucker, Reed/Hayes preslash
PG-13 // Angst, Established relationship, Humor //
0 words // 2004/08/24
Spoilers: Countdown, Zero Hour, Harbinger
Spoilers: Countdown, Zero Hour, Harbinger
Prequel to 'What it Looks Like.' Anyone wonder what exactly happened in sickbay while Hayes was recovering from his chest wound? Drugged Hoshi and Hayes banter, Doctor mothering, a smattering of Archer/Tucker angst, and Malcolm-watching.
McKay/Sheppard
R // Angst, Futurefic //
AU //
0 words // 2006/06/20
Spoilers: The Defiant One References to: Rising, Home, Underground, the Storm
Spoilers: The Defiant One References to: Rising, Home, Underground, the Storm
After Afghanistan, John gets kicked out of the Air Force. He and Rodney meet in Hawaii.
McKay/Sheppard,Teyla/Everett
R // Angst //
AU, Het, Kink //
0 words // 2007/09/13
Spoilers: The Siege, Defiant One, Runner, Instinct, the Brotherhood
Spoilers: The Siege, Defiant One, Runner, Instinct, the Brotherhood
Atlantis after Rodney leaves in the ‘Mau Loa’ Universe. Basically " Everett does all of the things John should have done if he’d really wanted Teyla.
Daniel/Sheppard,Jack/Daniel,Jack/Daniel/Sheppard
Prequel to Beautiful People, but not quite part of the series. John helps Jack and Daniel connect.
McKay/Ford,McKay/Sheppard,Sheppard/Ford
All of the things Aiden Ford never needed to know. Aliens make them do it.
Nobody Remembers Nanjing but I Remember the Sunrise
(15 chapters)
Ford/OFC,McKay/Sheppard,Sheppard/Kolya, possibly Elizabeth/Teyla preslash
Acastus Kolya, Aiden Ford, Annie Parker, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan
R // Angst, Established relationship //
Dark, Het, Homophobia, Noncon, Violence //
0 words // 2006/02/19
- 2006/02/19
Spoilers: The Brotherhood, the Defiant One, the Storm/the Eye, 38 Minutes.
Spoilers: The Brotherhood, the Defiant One, the Storm/the Eye, 38 Minutes.
In war, when both territory and the body are conquests, people are pushed to new levels of darkness, but among it all, there is also connection. John and Rodney are captured, Teyla and Elizabeth stranded, and their subordinates left with the burdens of command.
McKay/Sheppard
Of all their Octobers . . .
, Weir/Lucius
Irresistible Tag. Elizabeth slept with Lucius.
Open Palm, Never Hang On
(5 chapters)
McKay/Carter,Sam/Cam,Sam/Jack,Sam/Janet,Sam/John
Cameron Mitchell, Daniel Jackson, Jack O'Neill, John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Sam Carter, Teal'c, Jennifer Hailey
NC-17 // Angst, crossover, Futurefic //
AU, Character Death, DubCon, femslash, Het, Kink //
0 words // 2007/09/13
- 2007/09/13
Spoilers: General SG1 and SGA, season four SGA casting spoilers
Spoilers: General SG1 and SGA, season four SGA casting spoilers
Five one-night stands Samantha Carter never had.
Archer/Tucker, Tucker/other
Enterprise visits a culture with a truly equitable way of life. Trip must face his hidden prejudices. Jon debates whether or not to reveal the only secret he has ever really kept from his best friend. T'Pol learns about the logic of love. Hoshi messes around with pronouns. The captain finds out how to win a war that is already written.
Politics
(2 chapters)
McKay/Weir
NC-17 // Angst //
Het //
0 words // 2004/12/06
- 2005/02/02
Spoilers: The Hot Zone, Storm and 38 minutes.
Spoilers: The Hot Zone, Storm and 38 minutes.
Elizabeth cannot allow John to disobey her. She'll do whatever it takes to ensure it never happens again.
Archer/Tucker
NC-17 // Angst //
Noncon //
0 words // 2004/02/29
Spoilers: Unexpected, Shockwave, Similtude, Desert Crossing, First Flight.
Spoilers: Unexpected, Shockwave, Similtude, Desert Crossing, First Flight.
When Jon was awarded captaincy of Enterprise, he and Trip decided to end their fledgling relationship. Years later, tragic events in the expanse force Jon to remember their relationship and reconsider.
Semper Fi
(2 chapters)
Sheppard/Bates, McShep UST
NC-17 // Angst //
Dark //
0 words // 2005/05/18
- 2006/06/03
Spoilers: Sanctuary, Hot Zone, Rising, The Defiant One, The Storm/The Eye, Letters from Pegasus, The Siege, Runner, Trinity, Avalon (SG1)
Spoilers: Sanctuary, Hot Zone, Rising, The Defiant One, The Storm/The Eye, Letters from Pegasus, The Siege, Runner, Trinity, Avalon (SG1)
Bates is a good soldier. He takes the initiative.
McKay/Sheppard
NC-17 // Angst, Established relationship //
BDSM, Kink //
0 words // 2006/05/07
Spoilers: Minor for 38 Minutes, Condemned, Runner, Duet
Spoilers: Minor for 38 Minutes, Condemned, Runner, Duet
Is there such a thing as too many blowjobs?
Tadpole
(5 chapters)
McKay/Sheppard,Sheppard/OC, McKay/OC
R // Angst, Futurefic //
Dark, DubCon, Incest //
0 words // 2006/06/20
- 2006/06/20
Spoilers: Atlantis: Duet, the Storm, Sanctuary, Childhood\'s End, Hide and Seek, the Defiant One, the Siege II; SG-1: Proving Ground, Fragile Balance, Redemption.
Spoilers: Atlantis: Duet, the Storm, Sanctuary, Childhood\'s End, Hide and Seek, the Defiant One, the Siege II; SG-1: Proving Ground, Fragile Balance, Redemption.
Sequel to 'La Dulce Espera.' John and Rodney grow up together. In some futures they rekindle what they had, in others they fight the burden of who they once were.
McKay/Sheppard,McKay/Sheppard/Teyla,Sheppard/Teyla
NC-17 // Angst //
Het, Threesome //
0 words // 2005/08/26
Spoilers: The Siege I-III, Runner, Duet, Condemned, Sanctuary, Hot Zone, Underground.
Spoilers: The Siege I-III, Runner, Duet, Condemned, Sanctuary, Hot Zone, Underground.
After Ford leaves, the other members of the team deal in their own separate, but intersecting ways.
McKay/Sheppard,Sheppard/Ford
How do you measure the worth of a man?
The Coanda Effect
(14 chapters)
McKay/Carter,McKay/Sheppard,Sam/Jack,Sheppard/Jonas,Sheppard/MOC
Aiden Ford, Carson Beckett, Combs, Daniel Jackson, Elizabeth Weir, Jack O'Neill, Jay Felger, John Sheppard, Jonas Quinn, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Sam Carter, Teal'c, Teyla Emmagan, , , , , , , , , , , , , , Lieutenant Hailey
R // Angst, Established relationship, Futurefic //
AU, Character Death, Cheating, Het //
0 words // 2006/01/30
- 2006/01/30
John and Rodney move on. Except they really don't.
The Lazarus Curse
(3 chapters)
Harry/Draco,McKay/Sheppard,Ron/Hermione,Tonks/Lupin
Carson Beckett, Hermiod, John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Sam Carter, Stephen Caldwell, Teyla Emmagan, Harry Potter
R // Angst, crossover, Established relationship, Futurefic, Humor, Preslash //
AU //
0 words // 2007/09/13
- 2007/09/13
Spoilers: Childhood’s End, Conversion, The Game, Common Ground, the Siege
Spoilers: Childhood’s End, Conversion, The Game, Common Ground, the Siege
John Sheppard is not who he seems. Crossover with Harry Potter.
PG // Angst //
0 words // 2006/05/14
Spoilers: Letters from Pegasus, The Seige, Runner, Trinity, Avalon (SG1)
Spoilers: Letters from Pegasus, The Seige, Runner, Trinity, Avalon (SG1)
Bates wakes up.
McKay/Sheppard,Sheppard/Kolya, Sheppard/Kolya/OFC
NC-17 // Angst //
AU, BDSM, Character Death, Dark, Kink, knifeplay, Violence //
0 words // 2007/09/13
Spoilers: The Siege, Lost Boys, Poisoning the Well, Underground, Condemned, The Brotherhood, The Tower, Trinity, Coup d’etat, Phantoms, The Game, Countdown, Common Ground, Irresponsible, Hot Zone, Defiant One
Spoilers: The Siege, Lost Boys, Poisoning the Well, Underground, Condemned, The Brotherhood, The Tower, Trinity, Coup d’etat, Phantoms, The Game, Countdown, Common Ground, Irresponsible, Hot Zone, Defiant One
What if Kolya had lead the mission in ‘Underground’ instead of Cowen? Rodney takes a trip through the quantum mirror to find Atlantis allied with the Genii.
McKay/Sheppard
Castle in the Clouds: Redux. Sacrifice and suffering can change people, but is it always for the worse? After ten years in Pegasus, Rodney returns to find John.
Sheppard/Vala
R // Angst //
Dark, Het //
0 words // 2006/09/05
Spoilers: SGA: Trinity, Sanctuary, the Hot Zone SG1: Children of the Gods, Flesh and Blood, Morpheus, The Pegasus Project, Counterstrike, Prometheus Unbound, 200th, The Curse, Ascension, the Fourth Horseman
Spoilers: SGA: Trinity, Sanctuary, the Hot Zone SG1: Children of the Gods, Flesh and Blood, Morpheus, The Pegasus Project, Counterstrike, Prometheus Unbound, 200th, The Curse, Ascension, the Fourth Horseman
Sheppard. Vala. The Origin of things.
McKay/Sheppard, McKay/Beckett implied
After ten years in Pegasus, John returns to Earth to confront his parents and to heal all the wounds they've inflicted upon him.
McKay/Sheppard
Protect and serve, emphasis on the serve.