Tag: Past Abuse
A Fear of Falling Under by
Waking up with John still sleeping soundly in his arms, holding on to Cam, was what Cam was most thankful for this Thanksgiving. It wasn’t often that he woke up before John, Cam could count the number of times it had happened on one hand. So he stayed very still, and kept his breathing slow and even, so he didn’t wake his husband up. Part of This Delicate Thing We've Made
As Deep Cries Out To Deep by
John Sheppard had served his country and just wanted to be left alone for the rest of his life. Too bad Rodney McKay had other ideas. So when John moves to Atlantis, at Rodney's behest, he discovers more than the City of the Ancients, he discovers Evan Lorne.
Best Man for the Job by
John, unfortunately, really thinks he is the best man for the job.
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Bones in the Closet by
Part of the A Survivor series. Aliens make Evan prove his authority over John.
Cover Me by
"Oh, guard my soul, and deliver me! Let me not be put to shame, for I take refuge in you." Psalm 25:20, ESV
Dutiful Son Series: Part 1; The Dutiful Son by
Part 1-2 is Sheppard/Sumner. Part 3-5 is Sheppard/Caldwell. Pt2: Losing Home, Pt3: Filling the Void, Part4: Avoidance, The Truth Unveiled. Daddy-kink.
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Hell Is Empty by
Written for the prompt: AMTDI, but John fights so Mitchell has to rape him so they both don't get killed. Sequel is Turn the World on With Your Smile.
History by
There's a part of John's past that no-one knows, but that he needs Cam to know about. Part of the What Happens Next verse.
Holiday Drabble by
Evan had never imagined that John would turn out to be everything he wanted.
Interfice Errorem, Diligere Errantem by
Cam's been through something terrible. He's released into John's care, but was it too soon?
Keep Going by
Sequel to Trick of the Light (which is Daniel/Jack/John).
Lead The Way From All Is Lost by
Originally for an sga_kinkmeme fill: 'John/Cam, slave!John: the punishment for disobeying direct orders in the military is to be sold as a slave to successful officers until they learn to obey without questioning their superiors. John is given to Cameron, who takes his duty as officer very seriously and is set in teaching John what he needs to learn in order to be re-instated, whatever the price.'
MSP20: Covenants of Flesh by
Part of Moments Sacred and Profane series.
Sing to Me by
John is about as broken as a person can be, but Cam's still fascinated by him.
The Ones That Break You by
An altercation with another military officer brings up Lorne's painful history of coming out to his family. Sheppard tries to help, but he can barely get Lorne to speak about it. Sequel to Breathing Room.
Under His Wing by
McKay persuades Lorne to give this thing with Sheppard a chance. Part of the sub!John - A Survivor series.
We're Chasing All Those Stars by
Everybody has a secret; John Sheppard has three.
What Once Was Lost by
John's first night back on Atlantis after having been abducted.
What Weight We Bear by
Companion piece to Fever Dreams. John’s good enough at hiding it that almost nobody knows.
Words by
Cam's mother comes for a visit. Part of This Delicate Thing We've Made.
