Tag: Heavy Angst
An Object In Motion by
Rodney breaks up with John. John dates an OFC and gets engaged. But he still loves Rodney.
As Deep Cries Out To Deep by
John Sheppard had served his country and just wanted to be left alone for the rest of his life. Too bad Rodney McKay had other ideas. So when John moves to Atlantis, at Rodney's behest, he discovers more than the City of the Ancients, he discovers Evan Lorne.
Better Left Unsaid by
In hindsight, it probably hadn't been the best idea to try and talk tonight.
Chance, Fate, God or Grace by
The copies of Weir and the team aren't killed.
Critical Mass: take 2 by
The Goaul'd inside Caldwell wants Sheppard.
Lists: Rare pairings slash index
Deprivation (Rewrite) by
Things go wrong and Rodney gets blamed.
Draconian Measures by
With the Ori on the way to Earth, Rodney becomes President Landry's chief science adviser, but without a ZPM, is only a matter of time before Earth falls. John's last Afganistan mission never happened, and he's now a full Colonel leading the F302 in the Petersen base. The USA is under martial law after people rioted in fear when Stargate project went public. However, the threat comes from an unexpected direction.
Intense Weather Conditions by
It was the easiest thing to turn his head the necessary fraction, reach for the last warm thing in the world.
Interfice Errorem, Diligere Errantem by
Cam's been through something terrible. He's released into John's care, but was it too soon?
Like No Other Child by
The unplanned domestic life John never expected to have out in the middle of the Pegasus galaxy. Includes love, loss, grief, eventual acceptance and hope. Sequel: Inch Worm
Messages from the Edges of Oblivion by
No one thought much about the black hole out past P33-23R, until the IOA insisted they research it. John's starting to think he liked it better when they had no contact with Earth.
Neverland by
Sequel to The Only One. Just because they're married doesn't mean that John's issues have magically disappeared.
Nightmares in the Darkness by
Sequel to Life Is Not A Dream. Evan has had enough.
Parsus by
Play Crack the Sky by
John feared ignorance, because what Rodney didn't know could usually kill them.
Rave Atlantis by
Sheppard/Cadman, McKay/Cadman, Sheppard/Cadman/McKay, Sheppard/McKay.
Regions of Darkness and Light by
John and Rodney get sent to Earth to recover from a bad mission, while there Atlantis is partially declassified and someone has to do the press.
Remember When (It Was Together) by
It’s not until he’s thirty-five that he realizes there’s something seriously fucked up about him. It’s way too late to care, though, and beyond too late to do anything about it. John tries, though, just a little.
Lists: Rare pairings slash index
Seven Day Fool by
So, in the end, the only way to equal it out was to hurt them all.
Sing to Me by
John is about as broken as a person can be, but Cam's still fascinated by him.
Situation Normal All Fucked Up by
When Sheppard gets kidnapped, again, his captors send a disturbing message back through the 'gate. McKay doesn't take it well.
Standing In For Atlantis by
The price of wiping out the Wraith is almost too high.
Than a Feather by
Sheppard/Ford -> McKay/Sheppard
Lists: McKay/Sheppard thematic fic index, Rare pairings slash index
The Last Word by
Rodney has died and John goes to his Remembrance. Amazing Soundtrack to go with the story Here
Tonight. Tomorrow. Never Again by
And that was how he found himself at the McKay household, just shy of being too tipsy to drive, and trying to celebrate the anniversary of when he’d lost everything.
Unlocked by
"Your husband here will be facing Kistos in his eleventh match. No one's lasted this long in living memory. Losing to Kistos will be an honorable death for your man."
Words by
Cam's mother comes for a visit. Part of This Delicate Thing We've Made.
World Without End by
There’s still a part of him that thinks, in some messed up backwards way, that they could be good, here, in the middle of a disaster that they can’t stop.
Your Reward is Neither Here Nor There by
Very dark, read warnings on author's site.
life not a dream by
Gene carriers are bound together, which would usually work if you didn't hate your bondmate.
saw sunset glow by
They’re ready, now. Ready as they’ll ever be. WWI au.
we are, for some reason, all the time, bleeding by
OMC/Sheppard/OMC. dubious!sex. possibly disturbing.
