Tag: Screwed up!John
A Fear of Falling Under by
Waking up with John still sleeping soundly in his arms, holding on to Cam, was what Cam was most thankful for this Thanksgiving. It wasn’t often that he woke up before John, Cam could count the number of times it had happened on one hand. So he stayed very still, and kept his breathing slow and even, so he didn’t wake his husband up. Part of This Delicate Thing We've Made
Almost Free by
John Sheppard was almost free. But everyone knows, almost doesn't count.
As Deep Cries Out To Deep by
John Sheppard had served his country and just wanted to be left alone for the rest of his life. Too bad Rodney McKay had other ideas. So when John moves to Atlantis, at Rodney's behest, he discovers more than the City of the Ancients, he discovers Evan Lorne.
At The Hour When We Are Trembling by
The Wraith make it to Earth, and John and Daniel are left to pick up the pieces.
Lists: Rare pairings slash index
Backwards Walk by
There's a wedding, a reunion, and a massive cake.
Lists: Rare pairings slash index
Bones in the Closet by
Part of the A Survivor series. Aliens make Evan prove his authority over John.
Breaking Clouds by
Sequel to Gray Skies Surround Me (preslash). John's first year on SG-5.
Breaking Shadows by
After John ignores Mr. Woolsey's orders, Woolsey assigns Major Lorne as his disciplinary officer.
Cash Out by
John is recruited by Cam Mitchell and Jack O'Neill. Their methods of persuasion prove to be unusual to say the least.
Lists: Threesomes and moresomes master list, Sheppard/Mitchell thematic fic index
Catharsis by
A tag to Bluflamingo's Trick of the Light (Daniel/Jack/John).
Dutiful Son Series: Part 1; The Dutiful Son by
Part 1-2 is Sheppard/Sumner. Part 3-5 is Sheppard/Caldwell. Pt2: Losing Home, Pt3: Filling the Void, Part4: Avoidance, The Truth Unveiled. Daddy-kink.
Lists: Rare pairings slash index
Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by
John doesn’t know he’s looking for salvation until he finds it.
Finding Home by
John is a Slave who ends up the property of one Dr Rodney Mckay
Frail And Fragile Bars by
John leaves Rodney and Earth behind, and suffers for it when his Cycle goes haywire. Part of the John_Farr Universe
Gray Skies Surround Me by
He still thinks he’s maybe dreaming, because there’s a man, sitting by his bed. A man in Air Force dress blues, smart, blond, head bent, still pretty, even half turned away.
I'll Be What I Am by
One month after John almost died in the desert, his old partner tracks him down.
Into the Dark by
John lets himself be picked up by a stranger in a bar.
Lists: Rare pairings slash index
Keep Going by
Sequel to Trick of the Light (which is Daniel/Jack/John).
Lead The Way From All Is Lost by
Originally for an sga_kinkmeme fill: 'John/Cam, slave!John: the punishment for disobeying direct orders in the military is to be sold as a slave to successful officers until they learn to obey without questioning their superiors. John is given to Cameron, who takes his duty as officer very seriously and is set in teaching John what he needs to learn in order to be re-instated, whatever the price.'
Lost, Not Found by
Sequel to That Which Will Not Die. Continued in : Just Around This Bend.
My Time With Tiresias by
O'Neill doesn't like Sheppard. Daniel does; that's the problem.
Lists: Rare pairings slash index
Necessary Things by
They both know it's wrong, but justify it because they're only half-brothers (John/Dave incest).
Lists: Rare pairings slash index
Neverland by
Sequel to The Only One. Just because they're married doesn't mean that John's issues have magically disappeared.
Nightmares in the Darkness by
Sequel to Life Is Not A Dream. Evan has had enough.
Not Alone by
On missions when they had to stay a night off-world, Sheppard positioned himself like he was desperately trying to protect everyone, even in sleep.
Out in the Dark by
Being lost in a ruin can turn your head, can it? Or do you just discover yourself? Warning: non-con!
Primal by WIP
Chapter two (not linked within story). Unfinished WiP.
Promises by
A year after John moved back to Earth to raise his son with Cam, things are mostly settling down for the three of them. Well, if you don't count childhood memories, estranged brothers, injured ex-colleagues and your best friend's wedding. Part of What Happens Next.
Remember When (It Was Together) by
It’s not until he’s thirty-five that he realizes there’s something seriously fucked up about him. It’s way too late to care, though, and beyond too late to do anything about it. John tries, though, just a little.
Lists: Rare pairings slash index
Respite and Absolution by WIP
John needs someone to make decisions for him for a change, and Caldwell is willing to help.
Lists: Rare pairings slash index
Retrace The Steps (As If We Forgot) by
John showed up at Cam’s doorstep about an hour after Cam had finally fallen asleep. Cam hadn’t seen John Sheppard in more years than he could remember, but that didn’t change the fact that he would do anything for him. So Cam stepped aside and ushered John in out of the night.
Scenes from a Vacation by
Outtake: In The Interest Of Science.
Sing to Me by
John is about as broken as a person can be, but Cam's still fascinated by him.
Solitary Man by
John never thought he’d actually meet someone as messed up as him. Apparently, he was dead wrong (John/Dean Winchester).
Lists: Rare pairings slash index
Start the Bidding At... by
John is captured by slavers and ends up spending two horrifying years as a slave before he's finally rescued.
The Gravity of Tempered Grace by
Cam decides he’s done being alone and he wants to be done being alone with John.
The Greatest Compliment by
God forbid John would make things easy and ask for what he needs.
To Feel Whole Again by
Written for the kink meme prompt: Cameron is a rich, married district attorney and John is his dirty little secret.
Tonight. Tomorrow. Never Again by
And that was how he found himself at the McKay household, just shy of being too tipsy to drive, and trying to celebrate the anniversary of when he’d lost everything.
Two Halves Don't Make a Whole by
Evan Lorne wishes he'd never even heard of the Stargate program, let alone a mythic ancient city in another galaxy.
We Make a Sky Where We May Be by
John Sheppard doesn't believe in second chances, but it's possible that he might get one in Atlantis anyway.
Lists: Rare pairings slash index
We're Chasing All Those Stars by
Everybody has a secret; John Sheppard has three.
Words by
Cam's mother comes for a visit. Part of This Delicate Thing We've Made.
kink meme fill: non-con by
Evil!John did a bit more than beat John up in Doppleganger.
Lists: Rare pairings slash index
life not a dream by
Gene carriers are bound together, which would usually work if you didn't hate your bondmate.
sub!John vingette by
Part of the A Survivor series. Evan wants John, but he knows that he's off limits.
