Sheppard/Lorne thematic fic index >> Angst
Another one, really? by
John gets hit on by another princess. Lorne decides it's time to cool things off with John.
As Deep Cries Out To Deep by
John Sheppard had served his country and just wanted to be left alone for the rest of his life. Too bad Rodney McKay had other ideas. So when John moves to Atlantis, at Rodney's behest, he discovers more than the City of the Ancients, he discovers Evan Lorne.
Atlantis Manifest by
Part of the Dark Muse series (chapters not linked within the story. Follow the tags instead).
Because That's All He Was by
John thinks he knows his Major. Does he?
Been Five Years by
It’s not often fate works for them instead of against them. Evan's planning on making the most of the one time it does.
Bones in the Closet by
Part of the A Survivor series. Aliens make Evan prove his authority over John.
Cardinal Directions by
Somebody somewhere had never seen a Lorne non-con. Here it be.
Fever Dreams by
John rarely gets sick. Companion piece to What Weight We Bear.
Figuring It All Out by
When Lorne walks in by accident, Sheppard gets outted. When Lorne admits to the same, the question becomes how they will deal with each other now.
Heavy in Your Arms by
Atlantis was not the safe haven Evan Lorne had been expecting but there was someone there who was a haven all on his own.
I Feel Your Pain by
Aliens make John feel all the accumulated pain of his team members.
In The Air by
Their first time is, almost predictably, in a Jumper. So is their second their third, and their fourth, because when Evan first approaches John he says no, I can’t, not in the City, and the Jumper isn’t the City, so Evan figures it doesn’t count.
Independence Day by
Evan takes John with him to see the fireworks.
Lorne's Memoirs by
Lorne is held captive by a more advanced civilization who allows him to live out his days, but will not allow him to leave. He begins to write about Atlantis, but does so making specific "mistakes" hoping a story will get passed on somewhere an Atlantean will hear it.
Lost Team Member by
While on a mission Major Lorne, loses a member of his team. He is having a hard time dealing with it and finds help from a friend.
Nightmares in the Darkness by
Sequel to Life Is Not A Dream. Evan has had enough.
Not Nothing by
John doesn't think of Atlantis right away, but hen he does, it seems like a good plan.
Parallel, But Not the Same by
Sheppard learns first-hand that while two things may look identical, on closer examination those things are sometimes as opposite as two things can possibly be.
Quiet Halls by
Major Lorne has found himself in a abusive (hitting/rape)relationship, Col. Sheppard finds out. Can the Col save him (the man he secretly loves) or will he be lost.
Recurrence by
A visit to a new set of allies in the Pegasus Galaxy leaves John Sheppard and Rodney McKay struggling to overcome the effects of an alien device, while Evan Lorne and the other members of their teams try to help in any way they can.
Revealing Truths by
John is forced to reveal certain truths, as are other key members of the expedition, when John looses his temper, and Rodney cops the fallout, before taking refuge with Lorne.
Second Chances Lost by
As far as John was concerned, a hail of gunfire ended Pegasus' last chance for peace.
Start the Bidding At... by
John is captured by slavers and ends up spending two horrifying years as a slave before he's finally rescued.
Taking Comfort by
Part of the Virus Verse. Evan and John take comfort in each other.
The Greatest Compliment by
God forbid John would make things easy and ask for what he needs.
The Ones That Break You by
An altercation with another military officer brings up Lorne's painful history of coming out to his family. Sheppard tries to help, but he can barely get Lorne to speak about it. Sequel to Breathing Room.
Two Halves Don't Make a Whole by
Evan Lorne wishes he'd never even heard of the Stargate program, let alone a mythic ancient city in another galaxy.
Under His Wing by
McKay persuades Lorne to give this thing with Sheppard a chance. Part of the sub!John - A Survivor series.
Unnamed Comment Fic by
"What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you"
Untitled ficlet by
Evan stakes his claim by bending John over a table in the mess.
We All Fall Down by
Part 12 of Strange Aeon. Lorne encounters a piece of ancient tech with embarrassing results. Cam is even less lucky with his mission.
What Once Was Lost by
John's first night back on Atlantis after having been abducted.
What Weight We Bear by
Companion piece to Fever Dreams. John’s good enough at hiding it that almost nobody knows.
You Saved Me by
Evan is in a abusive relationship and John finds out and saves him.
life not a dream by
Gene carriers are bound together, which would usually work if you didn't hate your bondmate.
